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Thank you for watching this video. It was very hard to record and I was not all too sure if I wanted to put it out or not. This is an everyday battle and with the help of the Lord, I’m getting through. Depression, anxiety, and psychological disorders are very real and tough to deal with. It is a very touchy subject to address in the African American community so I hope by sharing my story that people do not feel like they go through these experiences alone.

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  1. This entire video was sooo relatable.

    What you were saying about people's reactions is beyond real. It's not particularly anyone's fault but I really do avoid telling people my problems just because in my head I'm like all I'll get is a "wow that sucks", "that's terrible", etc. and I just can't be bothered.

  2. Thank you for sharing this . This isn't just your story , it is the story of so many people . There are so many people dealing with depression and anxiety. To see someone one come forward and speak it on it is so inspirational and brave . This is also my story , I appreciate your honesty ✨♥️

  3. Looking back this video makes me sad. I’m often told I’m too young but I can relate to you a lot rn. I hope you know that all of us are here for you and may you be blessed 😌

  4. your not alone. i appreciate you and this video ❤️

  5. I can totally relate. However, I don't feel like I can open up to people. And my biggest fear is ending up alone. That my friends will end up hating me or something.

  6. I'm praying for you, Cindy. I hope you are pushing through <3

  7. It really makes a difference to hear others speak openly and honestly about the same issues you are having. I personally thank you for this video! You are not alone and it gets better! God bless you <3

  8. You literally sound just like me, I'm felt like I was going through déjà vu as I was watching this video. But God is with us && and with him , we will never fail. Things will get better. I believe we go through experiences good or bad for a reason. Remember there is always a bright side to every situation and there is always a lesson to be learned from every trial or tribulation 😌❤️

  9. Thank you for this! It's good to know we're not alone, esp like you said in the Black/African communities where it's more hush hush .I wish you happiness , success, and love sis <3. I don't think anyone understands this unless they go through it personally.

  10. Well first off allow me to express my shock because as I've watched your videos almost everyday – i just recently discovered you – i have envied you, your larger than life personality, your happy go lucky attitude, the ease with which you laugh and how heartily you laugh, how full your life is, the friendships you share with all these people you host on your YT channel. I have been envying you because i am not happy and i can't remember the last time i was truly happy.
    Secondly, thanks for sharing your journey/struggle, it has 'forced' me to say, "i will begin work on myself, i won't envy those who seem happy, they have their struggles too."
    You may take this lightly but God bless you for sharing and being totally honest, and may He give us rest from these feelings of anxiety and sadness

  11. Please if you are feeling depressed… seek help in any way that you can. Please!!! Depression killed my husband last month….it is so real!!

  12. I am feel the same way any everyway. It very nice to meet me..lol stay strong. We need to talk a.s.a.p.

  13. Thank you for keeping this video up. I relate to this completely.

  14. "Sometimes I see all these people excelling and I'm just like…where am I?" THAT IS LITERALLY ME EVERY TIME I GO TO School. And it makes me want to distant myself from people because the constant comparison and competition gives me anxiety and makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong with my life or that I'm going nowhere. Especially when you're lost and still trying to figure yourself out and you see people who literally have their life PLANNED out you're just like "wtf Is wrong with me?" I can totally relate

  15. Wtf, why has this so little views compared to her other vids? Tf, are y'all even real fans?! This shit really pisses me off

  16. God knows what your going through and just know depression and anxiety is not from God at all. You are loved and the things you go through is to better you for God has a purpose in your life. I went through the same thing and the only thing that saved me is God himself, reading the word of God and meditating on it and hanging out with people that encourage me to get closer with God really helped me grow, so I encourage you to really get close with God have a relationship with him.

  17. I cannot do anything in my life because of my anxiety and depression I feel so alone and left out completely. I can't register for school nor get things done or my goals because my head is just clouded with constant anxiety and I just want this to end

  18. baby gurl… JESUS is the Answer to All your problems….you know you …You are not alone…You have a right to feel emotions…you can't please everyone…Please yourself…You are the Queen of your castle… You never let Anyone sit on your Throne…You have taught me a lot about my hair …You are so Real …Do You Do you… Beautiful

  19. I cried while watching this cause I felt like am all alone, but now I know I am not. Thank you so much and I am praying for u girl 😘😘. Stay strong 💪🏾

  20. Thank you for your realness

  21. I've felt the same way you have felt for a very long time and your courage to share this speaks volumes, so thank you! May God continue you to Bless you <3

  22. I can relate 100% and dealt with my depression and anxiety very similar to you, great video

  23. Thank you for putting what I've been feeling into words. I try to explain it to others but they just don't understand. May God bring all of us peace of mind and true happiness. Love you Cindy ❤️

  24. Thank you so much for being so open and real with us. You are greatly appreciated and your words will forever be stuck with me.

  25. thank you for this…. you speak for many of us

  26. This video is everything I desire to say but I lack the proper words. I thank God for helping me stumble upon this blessed channel. Luke12:31 Seek first the Kingdom of God and all these things shall be given unto you. Cindy let us continue seeking God, he will restore our genuine happiness and fulfil the desires of our hearts.

  27. I am experiencing the same with you as well. I'm so scared of telling anybody about it and many times I cried at nights wondering what i did to deserve this. I'm 17+ and it has gotten worst

  28. OMG watching this video really opened up my eyes…Cindy don't worry you can do all things through Christ that strengthens you.🙏🙏🙏

  29. i feel you girl <3 thanks for the video

  30. I wish I would've met you I've been in Dallas for almost a year feeling like this ALWAYS being alone too scared to even mingle and I wish I could hug you

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